her real world

By: Melanie

Jun 28 2008

tags: ability, anything, backup, blog, blogs, capacity, daydream, email, everything, fog, Heroes, interesting things, internet, internet gods, jibberish, mom, password, point, post, self confidence, something, something else in mind, superpowers, television, time travel, topic, uninstalled, weather, westin, worry, worrying

Category: navel gazing

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All of the things that I want to talk about are all jumbled in my head.  It’s semi-late, and I should probably just pack it in for the evening, but tonight I’m feeling like if I never get started, I’ll never get anything done.  I’ve promised myself that I’m going to stop rambling here and say something that people will be interested in hearing instead, but really this is my space and it is what it is.

I was going to come back to the blog, and i was going to go through all my old posts and delete the ones I didn’t need to keep, make a backup, and delete everything so that I could start fresh.  However, the Internet gods had something else in mind.   It wasn’t till I’d uninstalled everything because I was frustrated with not being able to remember my password that I remembered that I could have just gone back to the original email to get the randomly generated password back.

So, for the first time since I started blogging, I’m not going to explain what I’ve done before, or why it didn’t work.  I’m not going to link to old blogs.  I’m just going to start typing.

It would be hard to say what my biggest worry was right now, but I’m once again at a point where I’d like to be able to press fast forward and see where I end up.  This feeling is probably helped by the fact that I’ve been racing through the first season of Heroes, and I’m quite envious of superpowers most of the time.  And though I thought until now that I’d not want the ability to time travel, the more I think about it, the more I kind of like the idea of being able to figure out how things end.

I’m not really working at full mental capacity, and the fact that I’ve once again had my self-confidence shattered when it comes to writing means that I don’t want to chance writing jibberish on a topic that I’ve thought a lot about.  Superpowers are interesting things, especially when you’ve got a lot of time to daydream.

The fog is so heavy, that I can’t see the Westin.  I was just telling Mom tonight how that was the way I could tell whether or not the weather was bad.  It’s not really bad, it’s just hot and foggy and muggy.